these past few months i have been so happy and excited with starting school and my internship. but now that it is almost November i am starting to stress about everything. school even though i am doing great in all of my classes. my internship is going great. the ting that i am stressing about the most is trying to find a school to go to next year, the fact that i spend way to much money but don’t work enough like i am going broke. my relationship is great with a few slip ups here and there. but all of this stress is so overwhelming that i dont know what to do anymore and its affecting me mentally and emotionally. i cant relax i freak out all the time because i feel that i am going to be in so much debt. applying to the right school i just want to be done with school and get a freaking job that i can support myself off of. i wish i had gone the normal way of going to a four year college so i wouldn’t have to do all this bs transferring even if i chose to live at home i could be done and graduating next june and finally start my life. im happy but this stress is killing me.
i haven’t really posted anything besides pictures in a long ass time. this due to the fact that i have no life i am SOOO busy. moved in with the boyfriend, started my internship which I LOVE working where i work. and then two days at the oh so lovely walmart deli. oh and school cannot forget that. but i love where my life is at right now i am at the best and happiest point in my life and i wouldnt change any minute of it. i know i have made some mistakes in the past but if i hadn’t i wouldn’t be where i am in my life. i love my life, my boyfriend, my kitten lil miss lola, my family and my friends. i couldn’t ask for anything better. :)
